Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Sorry MIA! Update!

Sorry I've been a lousy blogger. First off, I have felt like I had nothing to blog about. I started this blog to talk about our IF journey...but when you're on a break, you're on a break. And second, I just have not had time. The good thing about being a break has made me realize that I have a lot of other things to do.

So here is a nice long update.

First I would like to start with a big ole


To BMoM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh I totally cried when I read your BFP post and saw that beautiful faint line. I am so happy that the hyperplasia was all that was standing in your way of starting your wonderful family. AND! I am so pleased to see you become a mom in 2009! You really bit the bullet! December will be here before we know it! Congrats girl!

Alright moving my darling girl, Brooke. I was so heart broken to see you had started AF. I know the only thing pulling you through is your faith. And that is why I know you will never lose it. God knows you are a strong woman. I am so happy to see you pulling through...even if it is on your knees :) I KNOW! that one day you will be a mom. And I totally agree with your recent post where you said "Everyone will know that my baby is a blessing!" I know it! You will make it through this...we will! And I cannot wait to rejoice with you when you finally get that long awaited BFP!

Let me on the list...I guess the hubbs :) He got laid off again. I didn't think to blog about it immediately because sadly I wasn't surprised. He went in one day and out the next. They said the next call back won't be until June. So he immediately decided to take his 2 weeks vacation pay and say "good riddance." It still has not sunk in that he really never has to go back to that TERRIBLE job. He has already contacted a few employers and considering we're still getting pay checks for 3 weeks and I will be working in close to 4-5 weeks...I'm not worried. So speaking of the next 4-5 weeks....

I have FOUR WEEKS LEFT of college!!!!!! I just really can't believe it. I still have 2 papers and 2 finals to complete, so I really don't feel like I'm close to being finished...but it's really coming! May 6th is right around the corner!

Also right around the corner...our RE appointment! Our insurance from DHs job is good through May 1st. Our appointment is April 16th. I had to reschedule it because of a stupid class I had to go to. But it's only 2 weeks later...and considering the other appointments weren't until June...I was happy with April!!! So that's coming up...and I can't wait. And I can't wait to pretty much say I'm done with the Ob/Gyn. No doubt if I get pregnant I will go back to her in a heartbeat. Seriously. She is awesome. She just does NOT have a real good idea of IF and how to handle it. So I will go the fertility specialist for my fertility and the Ob/Gyn for my pregnancy. Sounds pretty reasonable! haha

In random doxie had her puppies! She had four! 3 boys and 1 girl. My sister already picked hers out. She's naming him Brady. They came out in order of color. The first was black, the second (my sister's pick) was black with some brown. The third is the girl and she is light brown with some black. And the last one is light brown/tan. I LOVE THEM! I am NOT naming them...or else I will want to keep them! haha But Lilly is being such a great mommy! She did totally awesome! Sunday we left for church at 7:15pm and everything was fine. We got home at 9:15 and she was whining in the dog cage. We knew it! So we got everything together and placed her in the floor of our closet. At 11pm she had the first one. The second one at 11:40ish. The other 2 were at 4am and 5am. So two of them were born March 29th and the other two were born March 30th. They are now almost 2 days old and precious as can be! I'll add pics if I can find my stupid camera cord!

And is CD 33 and no AF. I am seriously...SERIOUSLY trying not to get my hopes up. The last day of my "fertile window" was CD 19. My luteal phase is 10-12 if you do the math...if I Oed on CD 19 and had my longest luteal phase...I should have started AF on CD 31. However...if I look at my cycle history, 33 days is the longest cycle I've had since I started I could possibly start AF tonight or tomorrow. And considering I didn't O on Clomid last cycle...I'm pretty sure it ain't happening!

So that's all for now! Nothing too exciting!


B MoM said...

Thank you so much Emmy for your well wishes. That really means a lot to me, that you'd mention me in your blog. =)

Cant wait to see the pics of the new puppies. I HEART PUPPIES!

And, I'm a little excited for you....I know you know your body best, but being maybe 2 days late, is kinda exciting....isn't it?

Brooke said...

Thank you so much for the sweet words of encouragment. I am sorry it took me so long to comment.

So cute that your dog had puppies I bet they are so fun. You should post some pics for sure.

We have our big appt happening on the 8th so expect some news in the following week. I really hope that you have some good news coming to you Lord knows you deserve it!