Stuck in a rut

I havent posted lately...

I have not had anything to say. I havent posted anything on my message boards either. Like I said, Ive had nothing to say.

I have responded to others posts. Mainly pregnancy posts...sigh...so many ladies on my message board getting pregnant...oh well.

I have not been wanting to take my temps this cycle....my VIP subscription on FF ran out and I havent purchased another one...mainly because I havent really wanted to. Infertility is taking a backseat...to what? Im not really sure...maybe, life?

I am seriously stuck in a rut. I have reached a point in this journey that I do not know where to go from here. We have tried for a year on our own...so obviously naturally is not the answer here. So where do we go? To the treatments? There's no way we can afford it without ANY insurance coverage :( that is sad...

DH still has gotten his S/A done. Apparently they only do labs on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays. DH needs to go in on a Friday. He works 6:30am to 4:30am M-Th. So Im not sure what we're going to do. But right now, I dont care. Im not upset that it hasnt been done yet...Im not "gun ho" with it all right now. But that's okay.

So Im stuck...Im not pregnant, but that's okay. I'm not trying any more...I'm over it.

So I guess this is what they call a "break." Im okay with that.